why?

Why does no one ever talk to me on here? Why do I barely have any friends? Why doesn't anybody like me or want to have sex with me or want to be with me? Why am I a social recluse? Why am I so obviously undesirable? Why do the only people who say they'd have sex with me already have partners and therefore obviously cannot have sex with me? Why did I let myself end up here? Why did David fuck me over? And why did Tom fuck me over? Why am I just not good enough for anybody? Why am I the way I am? Why can't I be different and better and stable and desired and wanted and loved? Why can't I just go out and meet new people? Why don't I have anybody to take me out so I can meet new people? Why do I have to be primarily gay in a stupid little town? Why and how did I end up like this? Why am I alone? Why am I even here? Why does nobody notice me? Why can't I meet people online that I can have something with? Just, why?

I'm not down or anything. I'm just frustrated.

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